Main Page - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I'm not going to have the internet after today...I think...I know that it will be cut off after tomorrow. So it will suck to have to go to campus to use the internet...but on the bright side, I suppose it will allow me to have more room on my computer (from having internet-based programs like messengers)...also I can type journal entries at home on my computer and save it as a word file and then plug it into my journals when I'm on campus. So it's not TOO terrible. I guess it will also save on electricity. I'm hungry...I wonder what I can make.
Duncan Sheik "November"
posted on: Mittwoch 29. Dezember 2004 [14.07.11]

Mellow Mushroom
One day, I'm going to have to go through all of my journals and subjournals and booklets and notes written on random pieces of paper I have lying around and visit all of the web sites I have written down. I wonder if even half of them them even exist anymore. Take for instance supernova.org. That site is gone and demonoid leads you directly to google.com...but I suppose it would end soon for those bittorrents. There was Napster and then Kazaa and a bunch of other things and then Bittorrents (perhaps those may have been around even before napster...how am i to know...) and (where was I...) anyhow this site is not even loading (it could be because of the computer of which I am using)...I wrote down the site a year ago in my journal. It might have been shut down by the feds. No one knows them...they hide behind secret smiles.
Semisonic "Secret Smile"
posted on: Sonntag 26. Dezember 2004 [06.15.30]

simonjester at livejournal.com
I always have multiple panic attacks at this job as there is so much I can do and I only have 6 hours and somehow, those six hours just seems to go by really slow. Also there's a lot I need to get done which I can't do now. Boo who...anyhow I like the take the time every so often and redifine myself by reading the works and writings of my good friend simonjester.
posted on: Dienstag 07. Dezember 2004 [00.50.20]

Cereality
You are not your fucking pants that you try to sneak up to your waste...so give up and realize that someday that you will day...fuck it, you'll never be content, so you are useless. You can never be content and Swedish furniture will team up with clever art to go against perfect teeth. You life just doesn't get any better...oh well it's ending one minute at a time.
posted on: Mittwoch 01. Dezember 2004 [18.31.13]

Tomorrow's Brightest Minds
So if you want to watch some really cool music videos and not have to wait through those stupid commercials (like those damn viagra commercials of Bob feeling GREAT because he takes a pill daily so that he can achieve a hardon)...then go to this site. It's so crazy cool (like that one song by Paula Abdul...she was so cool in the late 80s and early 90s).
posted on: Dienstag 30. November 2004 [18.51.31]

death cab for cutie @ barsuk.com
Here's another link for the cool groovy guys of Death Cab For Cutie. I know of them because I'm a big fan of the Postal Service. So you should as well. Once again, I'm out of things to say.
posted on: Dienstag 30. November 2004 [18.47.45]

Death Cab for Cutie
Hello...um...this is a really cool band. You must go to this site. I don't have much else to say.
posted on: Dienstag 30. November 2004 [18.45.40]

Napoleon Dynamite
Anyhow...this has got to be one of the best movies of the year. I still have yet to see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind as well as I Heart Huckabees and Garden State. Now I did enjoy Spiderman 02 (it was ok) and I loved the third Harry Potter movie). What else? Oh yeah Saved was hilarious. You must see these films. Anyhow peace yo!
posted on: Dienstag 30. November 2004 [01.04.28]

Billy and the Kid
So here it is and it's all before all to see...damn this is going to be a long night...
posted on: Dienstag 30. November 2004 [12.51.43]

Music Videos on BLASTRO - the best Rap, Hip Hop, R&B, Pop, Dance and Rock Videos
I'm at work listening to some dope videos. I'm in my own mind and I'm not even paying much attention...say...why are there people still in the lab? I thought that there would be a point where no one was using the lab. Oh well...at least Mr. "I'm so fucking fat that I could take up all of Texas if I really wanted to" isn't here anymore. Anyhow, if you want some decent music, then use the link that I have provided and fill your bliss with a nice cup of tea.
posted on: Dienstag 23. November 2004 [03.17.54]

FindVideos.com - Watch Free Music Videos
I'm at my awesome job of the computer lab and I've come across this site where you can watch videos. Some music videos are ok and others are just extremely breathtaking (like awkward). So sit back and watch this...I mean go to this site and play your favorite video.
posted on: Dienstag 23. November 2004 [03.14.37]

Swift 3D Tutorials - Pixel2Life.com
Hello...I am sneexing up a storm and multi-tasking like who knows...whatever that meant. Anyhow, enjoy this link (I never seem to talk about the links...it's always about me and me and how someone gets on my nerves like this guy who just leeches off of my roommates and I...it PISSES me off to no end). *breathe in and out* and when are we getting this (the animation lab) new G5 computers? So anyhow check out the link that I have provided (especially if you're a computer geek like me).
posted on: Mittwoch 17. November 2004 [11.39.23]

26 Things : September 2004 : The Very Easy List
So anyhow, I'm going to be a star someday...maybe not...anyhow, I'm in a good mood and I don't even know why. This afternoon, I'm going to clean up my room. It's a bit messy and unorganized. I need to fill out these sheets for something. I need to temporarily save the word for mass confusion. Something like that will keep me busy for the afternoon. Later it's the SPO meeting (hopefully it won't be cancelled this time). Cheers!
posted on: Mittwoch 17. November 2004 [11.25.42]

Sierra Mines
So you want the big guns and all of the glory that comes with being a megastar millionnaire. Well I don't have time for your attitude. You are just going to sit there and thing about what you did wrong and then we will discuss your punishment. Hehehehe!
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.57.02]

Rick Scherle
One thing I'm looking forward to is the winter break. Then I will be able to just sit back and relax. After doing that for one day, I can sit down and have some fun with Maya and learn how to do some extraordinary things and make them look all scientic and stuff. Oh will it be legendary or what?
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.54.27]

Reinvinting Evolution by Anthony Salter
Hello...i hate saving a link and having nothing to write about. It really bogs my mind. I can say that I've been pleased with this week so far. There were a few mishaps but they were quikly dealt with and I went about my normal day with glee and wonderour prosperity. So unless a 50 foot ton cow slaps me in the face, I think everything will be just fine.
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.42.20]

Cell Structure
This project is going to be so cool. It's something that I've always wanted to do. I get to do a scientific reaserch and then do something creative with it. Now this is geared more towards the artistic apects more than the scientific merits. I love it though and you should as well.
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.34.41]

Influenza - Viruses
I think that this web site should also serve as a way of letting me think of what I will do for my next project. I think I'm going to do more of my research at the library though. I don't have any checked out books, so I think I will try to find out more references there. I once told a beetle "Don't look down!"
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.26.58]

Molecular Expressions Cell Biology: Virus Structure
So now we have our third and final project for this animation class. Am I prepared? YES! The assignment is to...recreate something that is biomedical...I'm doing mine on a virus.
posted on: Mittwoch 10. November 2004 [11.07.32]

HowStuffWorks - Learn how Everything Works!
Here is a cool page. It tells you about everything....well I suppose everything...but it's well worth the look. I might type something in my blogger blog. The internet was down earlier and so I just watched episodes of The Adventures of Pete and Pete as well as episodes of The Maxx. Some guy complained that I had the monitor up too loud...(rolls head)...as if he needed the quietness. He was just playing some stupid card game. Besides I didn't even have the volume up that loud. Anyhow, I've had a good day. It was frightfully exciting.
posted on: Dienstag 09. November 2004 [05.47.04]

BBC - Languages - Talk French - Homepage
Seems like a stretch to me...well i have no idea of what I was talking. I'm not lying at all. Soneone has the money rolling. Please take into advice that I'm perfeltly safe.
posted on: Dietnstag 09. November 2004 [03.40.33]

The French Tutorial, Learn French for free - The French Tutorial Standard Edition
Hello...I'm going to teach myself how to speak French. I work with a few French exchange students so they might be able to help me. There are some pronounciations that seem difficult like the "tr." I mean it sounds like a mixture of the sounds "tr" mixed with the sounds of "cr" but really potent. Anyhow, wish me luck.
posted on: Dienstag 09. November 2004 [03.28.29]

Textures - stamps
Wow...my professor is giving me until midnight to redo my project...well not redo it, but add more to it. So I have this page linked that has tons and tons of textures on it. I love it. I wonder how it would have been like had I stayed up all night long and really got to finish my project. Well all that wondering is over. I'm going home now to work on my project and then I will go work out in the gym with Amanda and Levi. Then I will go back home to work on my project some more and then I'll eventually go to work in the theatre at 9pm. I'm so glad that catering didn't have me working today. I am so thankful. On Wednesday, I will go back to visiting the German class after weeks and weeks of not going. I might and I might not. I do want to go, but I'm taking it next semester...anyhow I will talk more laterz.
posted on: Montag 08. November 2004 [12.02.22]

Creme Caramel Coffee House
What a somber day this has been (this keyboard is odd)...so anyhow, I'm hanging out with Yoblaert at this new coffee house located in Murfreesboro. It's so exciting. You can use the internet here...but that's besides the point. I need to get going. The lab is about to close...I mean coffee place.
posted on: Mittwoch 03. November 2004 [18.29.19]

Metaphilm - Fight Club
I am now stationed at work in my cool job working as a computer lab assistant. I probably should have never agreed to work such a long shift...I'm always very tired...but I think next semester I will choose my schedule more wisely as I will place more emphasis on...nevermind. The lack of sleep is making me delusional. Anyhow, I need to go now...but I will speak more later.
posted on: Dienstag 02. November 2004 [00.22.53]

Third Party People
Party people in the house...these are the third party people who will be running for president. I don't like this whole two party system. People say that if you vote third party then you are merely throwing your vote away. I say shame on people who say that. Anyhow I gotta go to work now. I think I'll eat some crackers while at work...no fuck that...I'm having ice cream!
posted on: Montag 01. November 2004 [20.41.34]

eo
That took forever to load...I mean save. It's so schtupid...but that's ok. I'll have to think things through more and more. Something is about to happen. I say that all of the time, but perhaps this time I could be right. I mean there is only so many times you can call someone and completely give up since they never call you back. It works in both departments. I see why i would do it to others...since there is so much animosity in the first place, but what about Him? Why doesn't He call me back since it was his idea in the first place for Me to call Him. This is why I don't like to dabble in human interactions. People are just so...I don't even know how to explain it...but they're something.
posted on: Mittwoch 13. Oktober 2004 [11.35.53]

Absolute Background Textures Archive: 5250 Free Tiling Background Textures
I hope that there's not a test in the German class today. I should probably look to the schedule plan than. It's been raining a lot recently...I mean sprinkling...spritzing...whatever you want to call it. I'm going to think that today shall be a good day. I need some good days. Don't we all?
posted on: Mittwoch 13. Oktober 2004 [11.33.09]

-MAD3D- Textures
Oh today is the 13th. I was writing in my journal that it's the 12th. How silly of me! Anyhow, I'm hard at work on my barn project for my digital animation class. It seems to be much easier to model than a motorcycle. Half of the class is not even here today. What's wrong with that? Anyhow, I must digress about a thousand times and then I'll have my bumblebee sandwhich.
posted on: Mittwoch 13. Oktober 2004 [10.49.33]

CGTalk - Maya: Shader Networks
I am a visitor here...I am not permanent. That's what Ben said a few moments ago (I think that's his name).
posted on: Donnerstag 12. Oktober 2004 [03.22.48]

JavaScript Kit- JavaScript clocks, calenders, and timers.
I love working at this desk, because I can't really get too tired because I can just type and type and type all I want...so I'm watching episodes of The Adventures of Pete and Pete along with Rocko's Modern Life.
posted on: Donnerstag 12. Oktober 2004 [01.57.39]

Macromedia - Downloads
I'm in this web design chat room and I'm writing in my journal...um...web log. I'm also watching Rocko's Modern Life. It's the one where Rocko hires Filbert. Anyhow, here is a cool link to check out.
posted on: Donnerstag 12. Oktober 2004 [01.00.34]

Old Barns & Houses
Should I skip my German class so that I can work on some errands I must run for today? I don't know. I mean I shouldn't. That class is always a refreshing moment of my day and the fact that I've skipped that class for the past two weeks really bothers me to no end. It's a form of hope that one day I will get out of this rut situation that I'm in and perhaps one day I will be able to live amongst the Germans. It seems as though there is no real reason for me to even be here...so I must leave.
posted on: Montag 11. Oktober 2004 [11.38.19]

www.pressbild.com
I can use some of these images as backgrounds for my computer called Neptune. Tell it to the judge and they will present you with free milk. I think you should know better than that!
posted on: Montag 11. Oktober 2004 [11.32.27]

Around Sackville, New Brunswick
Look at all of these barns! Are they not a riot or what? Anyhow, here is the link so that I can easily access it later.
posted on: Montag 11. Oktober 2004 [11.27.52]

Around Sackville, New Brunswick
Look at all of these barns! Are they not a riot or what? Anyhow, here is the link so that I can easily access it later.
posted on: Montag 11. Oktober 2004 [11.27.52]

Glass Shader Analysis: Blinn
I have a random song by Salt in my head now. I have to go and finish up my project. It's almost 11pm and I would like to get home and in bed by midnight so that I can wake up at 8am and eat something decent for breakfast.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [22.48.35]

The Gnomon Workshop -Training DVDs, Tutorials, Tips
See...I (i just banged my knee against the desk). I have to do so much now and I have very little time it seems. I'm going to wake up early tomorrow morning to take pictures of barns. I want to be all over this barn project to prove to my professor that I am not a slacker. I now realize that I should have told someone, "hey I can't help out at the moment. I have too much to do." I need to stop worrying about things. I wish things were a lot simpler though. See right at this moment, I'm going from "everything is fine" to "dammit...why is he not calling me and why is it that I have to be the one to call him?" It's like in Fight Club where Tyler is yelling, "Just let go" but in all sense, that's almost like suicide. I mean I think of not wanting to be alive anymore...constantly...I just want to be done with school and not have to worry about money and it just sucks that I'm not really close to anyone. I wonder what life might have been like had a had a much stronger and stable family unit.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [20.03.02]

Metallic Shaders with Cris Hunt
I have this thought in my head that was placed there just moments before I even realized that it was there. I was thinking about the times I had in high school and how I never really fully understood them or how it didn't occur to me that there was something a lot bigger waiting for me. I'd like to sit down with my younger self and have discussions on life and the such. I watch episodes of The Adventures of Pete and Pete and I think to myself, "that was me when I was younger...now where are the other people like them with whom I was surrounded?" I don't know. And there were various life patterns that came and went. You look back at your life and realize that today is so much different than a year ago and your thoughts are all different...maybe not so much different, but things around you are and people are different as well. I mean...when I moved into my apartment complex, I would see Bailey at least once a day...I haven't seen him in the last few weeks now. I wonder if he's moved out. There are people I would like to hang out with more, but I lack the time and it makes me mad...but I what can I do...it's all my fault. I have to do those until the time is up. So that's why I'm in such a rush to move out of Murfreesboro...start all over and allow myself to be the person I was set out to be and then people will see who I truely am.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.52.35]

Rhonda Graphics - Top Ten Maya Tips & Tricks - Intro
I'm rather tired now and I have to finish my bike. I'm looking for shaders or ideas to make shaders. I can then start on my barn. I think I will suffice with a low score for my bike project and then do really awesome for my other stuff. I want to go to bed before midnight tonight mind you and wake up around say...8am and eat breakfast and hopefully have a decent day. I want to visit the German class and speak all types of good stuff only a few people will understand. I need to make that CD for the girl with whom I work. I can't think of her name. Anyhow, I think everything will work out fine. Now JUST FINE mind you, but fine...and why doesn't he call me back if he wanted me to call him? I should have never told him in the first place.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.47.09]

Spoono - Photoshop Tutorials - Seamless Water Texture
Now I have "Wild Horses" in my head from The Sundays. There was that time when I had a dream and that song was in it and I saw horses galloping or what have you. Then a few months later, I saw 28 Days Later for the first time and there's a scene of horses that was absolutely taken from my dream. It was very relaxing to see it. I want to watch that scene in a dark room so that the lights from the monitor will absorb into the room and completely engulf me into the scene. I think that's the reason why I think about the past a lot. It's something that's not here and HERE is some place I just can't handle at the moment.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.43.37]

Maya Shaders
This goes to show you what can happen when you have so many links backed up...actually, this goes to show you what happens when you're surfing the net and you see a page you like and you say, "ooohh...I want to see that, but I haven't the time now. I should bookmark it, but I'm not at my own computer." So you end up with lots of links on your pita page and you have a random Radiohead song stuck in your head (Kid A track 4).
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.38.52]

CGTalk
I get so excited when I hear about news of my major, but the one sucky thing is that I have so much other things to take care of that I can never give full attention to one thing and so EVERYTHING gets all messed up and I have lots of bits and pieces, but no GRAND jewel. I really need to get a new life.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.34.51]

Alias Products / Products & Services / Industries / Web Media
I have all of these links I need to link here and they're all set on my computer as links. See...I just don't have time to do so...so one day, I will find the time...dammit. It really sucks that I cannot download the shaders from the web site onto my disk. I guess that's to keep people from stealing software on the computer itself. That's great and all and well thought of, but what about the people who just want to download a legal tutorial from the internet?
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.31.21]

Maya Tutorials, Tips, Tricks & Tutorials
Oh yeah...I never did finish writing in my journal last night while I was at work. This guy stopped me and asked me if I was busy and so I said no and he asked if I would play chess with him, so I did. I lost off course, but I put up a good fight. Then I played against Matt and that was an odd game, because I was so tired and I kept falling asleep. I would ask, "did you go yet?" I wish I hadn't been so tired. I sticked around and watched him play against Tim. I forget who won that game and then I left. So ahy am I telling you all of this? I just wanted to talk to someone and you're like the only one who will listen to me now.
posted on: Sonntag 10. Oktober 2004 [19.27.54]

Zach Braff's Garden State Blog
I wish I had a longer shift to work in the computer lab on Thursday morning...but I only work an hour and I already knew that, so I'm not mad about it. It's really cool. There's no one in here. After here, I'm going to the digital animation lab to finish my motorcycle project. Gosh, will I be happy about that and then at noon I work at for catering and then later I have to be at the Campus Freethought meeting. I hope it's not terrible and then later I work at the theatre on campus...but I get to watch Spiderman 02, so it will be worth it. I still haven't seen it. Oh will it be a treat. Just you watch.
posted on: Donnerstag 07. Oktober 2004 [08.45.52]

brandchannel.com | Product Placement in Movies | Brandcameo | Film Brand Integration
Take a look at me now...I'm sitting in the Lyon computer lab where soon I will work. Wouldn't it be so nice to be working here? Oh you know you are very excited. Anyhow, I am here as opposed to being at home because I have very limited bandwith at my apartment and with my two roommates constantly downloading things, the internet is very very slow at my place...so I'm here listening to "Hard To Explain" by those diggety guys of The Strokes. Oh it's so damn good...you wouldn't even know it.
posted on: Samstag 25. September 2004 [21.13.35]

Gnomon School of Visual Effects
Today is broought to you by the cool and ultra song "Such Great Heights" perfromed by that fabulous group called The Postal Service. I know you'll love it. Oh yeah and check out this site when you get a chance. It's simply divine!
posted on: Mittwoch 22. September 2004 [14.42.44]

Maya Tutorials - Creating the logo effect from Matrix
I'm just going to have to start again...but that's ok...because my last post was kind of stupid (the one that got away). Anyhow, I should go into the breezeway or what have you to wait on someone. I don't even know what she looks like. Good luck trying to save her. I'll be back after these messages.
posted on: Mittwoch 22. September 2004 [14.37.59]

WARP / CREATIVE REVIEW ANIMATION COMPETITION
I have to meet someone in an hour to help them with the AKA web site and then I should be getting a call from someone needing help with the African American Student Alliance (something like that)...their web site and then I'm also going to help Students for Environmental Action site. So that's lots to do. I want to advance my skills just a bit, so I will be heavingly working on my HTML skills and also learning javascript and how to use Flash and getting the most out of Photoshop. How will I complete such a task? Easily, I'll use tutorials...because that's the way to go. It's like duh!
posted on: Mittwoch 22. September 2004 [13.51.56]

Major Thoroughfare Plan in Murfreesboro, TN
Listen up folks...it's now Autumn 2004...and what a time it is to be alive..well sort of...anyhow, can i please go an do something more productive with me time? I'd like to see when the next episode of the State will be on.
posted on: Dienstag 21. September 2004 [12.37.09]

Home / Community / Tutorials / 3D 101
I think what I will do is go home and plan on going to one of the motorcycle dealerships in the morning before my digital animation class. I mean, they should be open by 8am, right? Anyhow, I will then ask if I can take photos of the bikes and have brochures on a particular bike. Of that I will then model and have a kick ass presentation on Wednesday. At least, that's the idea anyhow. Oh fuck...and I have to get signatures for my appointment at 3pm. See...I should be going home now and better map out my day. My professor is probably going to look at me and think, "pathetic human." I can see now that I will probably never ever be a fantastic anything. I just don't have the capacity to do so and I continuously wonder why I am still alive. I should have been dead like years ago.
posted on: Sonntag 19. September 2004 [21.06.11]

Modeling a Mountain Bike
So now...I will take this bike and place a link to it. I had it so much easier last year. Everything fell right into place...but then again, I never would have thought that I would have my own apartment a year ago. I hate this mass confusion. Why can't things make a little more sense? My dreams are supposed to be very confusing...not my life.
posted on: Sonntag 19. September 2004 [20.42.46]

Digital-Tutors.com presents: Maya Modeling
Anyhow, I am at a total lost with this assignment and I feel as though it's too late to ask for help. I've had all the time in the world and I can't blame anyone except myself. Damn...why hadn't I chosen the car instead of the motorcycle to model? Oh well...let's see how far we can go tonight and maybe tomorrow a madperson will decide to shoot me with an AK 1200.
posted on: Sonntag 19. September 2004 [20.39.55]

Crono09's Xanga Site
I wish my life wasn't so bad and I have to think about whether or not I should tell HIM that I like HIM. I mean it seems to me that he's trying to tell me the same thing, but I could be getting it all wrong. I just don't understand some things. We had planned to have dinner and then it was changed to me hanging out with him and his friend to see Fahrenheit 911. Can I let myself be with someone who changes plans like that just at the blink of an eye? I'll tell him, but only in person and we'll see if he curses me out and unplugs his phone (he doesn't have a cell phone, so he can unplug it).
posted on: Freitag 17. September 2004 [16.17.32]

http://www.tamburrinomotors.com/images/honda_goldwing.jpg
Because the whole world seems to hate me at the moment, I need to save a link to this picture...this photo I mean (geez...no need for technicality)...anyhow, I am trying to save this onto my CDRW, but it's acting kind of weird at the moment. All of my cool data is lost. I'm nothing more than delacacy served on hot bread.
posted on: Donnerstag 16. September 2004 [16.49.21]

motorcycle blueprints
If only I was three seconds earlier...oh well...time has me in a tight jam, though I'm proving to get out of it well. Perhaps I can invite him to see Fahrenheit 9/11 with me on Wednesday night...I gotta go...my teacher is watching me...
posted on: Montag 13. September 2004 [11.11.14]

Index of /mixd
Yo this is something that i can sit in my own room and check my email with such ease and listen to internet music with such ease. it makes me want to smile. Listen to the waves BITCH!
posted on: Dienstag 07. September 2004 [23.10.47]


00.46.48 Freitag 03. September 2004 subject lines in my head i'm sitting here in my bedroom (can't you believe it?) and I'm typing this in wordpad so that i can copy and paste it later. i have access to the internet, but it's wireless so it times out a lot and i don't want to be in the middle of sending an important email and the system go down on me. that wouldn't be too polite. Craig is letting me use his labtop while Brad builds the computer for me. I should be getting some sleep, but I'm way too excited. I have so much to tell. So much and yet, i don't even know where to begin. I'll let some future entries tell those stories. anyhow, it will be good once everything is all in place. give it a month or so and things will get better. I suppose an overview is needed. I haven't been able to check my email or go online much in the past few days and that's because of my job at the Blue Raider Book & Supply. I work as a cashier. I was hired to be a temp during the rush season, so i may not have this job for long if I'm not hired back. I will most likely find out on Monday, actually, I might as well stop in the office tomorrow to find out. That's when the schedule for the next pay period is put out, so if I don't have any hours after 10. September, then,it was good while it lasted. I live in Nottingham apartments with two other people. I live with Craig and Brad. they were roommates during the previous school year and now we're all in this cozy apartment. They know so much about computers. I mean, our whole apartment just about will be a living computer. It's way over my head. I met one guy who lives in (you thought I'd give away his apartment number did you?) at a party. I've seen him a couple times hanging out at the Blue Raider Bookstore. We got into this discussion about gay marriages. He believes that gay people should get married if they like. I agree. He's probably not gay, but he seems like the type of guy who wouldn't care about gay people. Anyhow, i'm so exhausted now. I'll save this to a floppy disk and then post it when i get a chance. song of the entry: Sade "By Your Side"
posted on: Friday, September 3, 2004 [01:03 a.m.]

Unlimited Long Distance Calling Plans with Lingo
Oh my gosh, I almost wrote 2005 as the year. I mean can you think of what that would be like...living in the future...i mean in the year 2005 and years and years later. I'm thinking of keeping it low this coming weekend. The beginning of the new school term is always hectic because you're trying to reach someone and you can't and it all seems to not make any sense anymore. Tell the feds that I don't care to even bother going about finding someone through that particular manner. Shame on you, do you even know your lines? I thought so...shall we partake of some tea in your bedroom? I thought so.
posted on: Freitag 27. August 2004 [14.09.17]

Avant Browser, a tabbed browser with Flash Filter, Popup Stopper, Cleaner and Web Search
So what is it like when you're single, but you're really dating someone...though he doesn't see it that way and perhaps all you are to him is just someone to sleep with and then he says, "oh call me because sometimes I forget" when all he does is sleep all day and eat out at fancy restaraunts. And someone just asked, "hey where are my keyzeys." I gotta go now...Dib's friend is bugging me.
posted on: Dienstag 17. August 2004 [18.47.,\39]

In These Times
I don't understand why everything has to come back onto me. I don't even want to think about it. I have so much to do. I wonder if I can talk my employer get extra hours...oh nevermind, I'm not strong enough and not to mention that I have to deal with planning the first CFA meeting. It's probably going to suck because I'll seem to high strong on crack or something. I'm going to miss hanging out with Steve though.
posted on: Freitag 13. August 2004 [07.41.53]

Sims 2
Damn...I've had this page orpened for a long time. It sucks. I guess it can better. I despise the world today...but perhaps something will come up. Who never knows.
posted on: Freitag 13. August 2004 [05.42.04]

thextype.com [Home]
I just love this technology era we're in...you get to find out about so much cool stuff that it out there and the vastness of the internet connects us all into one and we're all part of the dope show. It's as if...I was going to say something profound, but I lack the origin of thoughts. I'm in such a good mood. FUCK YEAH!
posted on: Mittwoch 11. August 2004 [10.48.06]

Zero 7 Player
Anyhow, there are tracks flying everywhere...things being left unsaid and anyhow, I will just shut up and let you all enjoy the wonder and magic that is ZERO 7.
posted on: Mittwoch 11. August 2004 [10.39.58]

Zero 7 Links
You'll feed other people's parking meters. Isn't that lovely? I love this group. They are awesome. You have to give it up to them. They are amazing.
posted on: Mittwoch 11. August 2004 [10.35.12]

Political Party Platform Comparison
Hello...how are you this morning? I am fine. I am most indeedly fine. I just got hired at the Blue Raider Bookstore here in Murfreesboro and it's right next to the place that I will work (too bad that Judo Moody's is gone because I could just easily hang out there). Anyhow, I'm all cheers and hugs and what not. I don't even want to talk about last night. Was that a weird one or not?! I'm sure that I will publish countless articles about it.
posted on: Mittwoch 11. August 2004 [10.18.31]

FREE - MP3 Music Downloads
So it seems that it is better to send files over one or two at a time instead of, say five millions files at one time. I'll be sure to remember that when there's a bungee cord swinging 50 feet above me and why the hell will no one hire me? Am I not good enough? Jeez!
posted on: Montag 09.2004 [21.19.42]

Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I just lost a lot of MP3's. I was moving them from one CD onto another and I had temporary placed them onto the desktop and then the computer rebooted itself and then I lost them all. Some of them I have on CD's anyhow. It just sucks because now I have to go through all my CD's and see what I have missing. I hate mishaps like this. Oh well...at least I have some of the MP3's left.
posted on: Montag 09. August 2004 [03.52.50]

Connexion
Silly me...it's not that difficult to do my page. Right now, I have the case of the sniffies. It's come to my attention that I didn't take my allergy medication today. It has also come to my attention that one some days, I'll need to take two tablets and on others I don't even need to take one (though I should anyhow).
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [13.04.41]

Welcome to Dover Publications!
Anyhow, I'm with the linkage today. I'm saving links left and right...up or down...gay or straight...girl or boy...ok...I get the picture. And there are some songs that I like to send to my fish tank so that my flounderish friends can listen more confortably to them, but I've forgotten their food. Well I have no water pets/friends at the moment, but you don't say that I should get one. Oh please, don't be foolish. I was just suggesting that I get a fish someday.
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [12.55.07]

eMusic | The Internet's Most Popular MP3 Service!
You have to check out this site. I signed up for a trial membership (but dropped it because I don't have my own computer...I shouldn't have done it though, I mean dropped out) and they have Killing Joke. I love their song called "Pssyche" because it's so full of rage and dance. It's just too devine.
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [08.18.37]

IUMA: Discover unsigned artists, independent bands, local talent - new free mp3 music files, mp3 downloads, mp3 tracks,
She wondered how you were treating her right through all of the lies. My right eye is itching like crazy. Please don't let it be some kind of form of pink eye. I mean it's very irritating and it's been like this since yesterday. Damn, why is that I have to be the one with medical problems? I shouldn't complain...I mean there are people in worse conditions and here I am complaining about my right eye. I'm not going blind am I?
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [08.13.51]

Morpheus :: peer-to-peer file sharing software
Hold onto your pillow tight and think of all of the cool songs that you could be downloading right at this very moment. Don't take your time or it will be too late and she can't wait until you're gone. You might want to hide your cell phone as well...apparently, it is now evidence. It just didn't work out in your favor.
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [08.10.24]

Free Music Download, MP3 Music, Music Chat, Music Video, Music CD, ARTISTdirect Network
Who knew that the internet could be this much fun. I wish I had my own computer so that I could download music onto a harddrive. I found all of these cool MP3s from online and I'm going to attempt at burning it all onto CD. Wish me luck. Don't worry, they were all free.
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [08.06.17]

FRUIT LEATHERS - Stretch Island Fruit Leather 100% Natural (Fruit Bars - Diabetic snack bars - Fruit Snack - Original Fr
Wow...this is a cool site. I can order some of these fruit snacks and for really great prices. I'm so there and this moment, I'm listening to Janet Jackson's "That's the Way Love Goes" and I so love this song. "Damn, why you gotta keep looking into the camera?" Well she says something like that in the video.
posted on: Freitag 06. August 2004 [04.03.36]

US News / Special: Empire Builders / Neocon quiz | Christian Science Monitor
I'm so frantic now and I've been that way for weeks and years it seems. It's one thing after another and I just don't know what to do and I'm so tired that I tend to miss all of these chances to use my "get out of jail" cards and it's just worse and I look back at the past and think to myself, "gee, if only I had done this or that" and I feel as though there is a hit out against me. It pisses me off and the only happiness I can find seems to be in my sleep. Speaking of which, shouldn't I be sleeping now?
posted on: Mittwoch 04. August 2004 [00.38.05]

DARKHORSE.DK - TOPSITES
Ok...this is the last fucking post I will place here for now...I mean for this time...this fucking moment...you know what the hell I'm talking about and boy don't you roll your eyes at me. I'll knock the daylights out of you, you fucking fuck. I'm a little tired as you can tell. Hey goo what's new with you? I know a secret or two about you, but I can't tell you. I'm going home to sleep. I'll tell you in the morning.
posted on: Dienstag 03. August 2004 [03.13.46]

Epitaph Records - Descendents Everything Sucks
I'm just an emboseal...fuck, I can't spell worth shit. I'm listening to this mix tape that I made for a friend. I hope that he likes it. It has lots of good music on it. Too bad that it doesn't have The Descendents on it, but who can be perfect in this fucked up world?
posted on: Dienstag 03. August 2004 [03.10.10]

PCman Game Archive Pacman Ms. Pacman - The PCman Website
Hello...this is the cool site you might want to check out if you're as big of a Pacman fan as I am and I'm sure that you all will go crazy with joy when you think of yourself eating pills and dancing in dark tunnels while listening to techno music. Well after midnight morning will come.
posted on: Freitag 30. Juli 2004 [05.38.02]

Webdate.com - Free online dating, Personals, Dating Services, Match, Adult Dating, Personals Ads, Dating Service, Web da
I'm totally hear rocking out to this cool song. It's New Order's 1994 mix of "True Faith." I can feel the boots stomping the ground with this song. I have to be at work in an hour and you bet that I will play this song sometime in the early morning hours. I am slated to work 4am until 8am and then I will go to the library and listen to some of my cool CD's and answer tons of email. So who is with me? I guess there's just no way of knowing.
posted on: Samstag 24. Juli 2004 [02.56.10]

Style.com: W: Feature Story: Scarlett Johansson
I have to link this because Scarlett Johansson is a wonderful actress. I enjoyed her in Ghost World (my favorite movie) and she was breathtaking in Girl With a Pearl Earring as well as in Lost in Translation. I'm certain that she will take home an Oscar for Best Actress in a Leading Role.
posted on: Mittwoch 21. Juli 2004 [15.12.02]

Welcome to the Sexy Losers
Everything seems to be going to some sort of plan. Hopefully in a year, I will be well on my way to living elsewhere. I'll still have to pay for my student loans. Will I always be under financial strain? Who knows?
posted on: Dienstag 20. Juli 2004 [13.58.16]

CorelDraw Tutorials
I have the cool and awesome "Purple Haze" in my head. It's the Cure version. I love Jimmy's version as well. Anyhow, I wanted to place this link here. I'm applying for a job where they ask you if you know CorelDraw or any software that's close to it. I know Photoshop. I'll write that down.
posted on: Montag 19. Juli 2004 [12.45.20]

Purple Haze- Maxx page
I'm listening to this very cool song by The Faint called "Glass Dance." I remember when they played it at the Red Rose and I WAS THERE! It was so cool. It was the fall of 2001. It was when I would hang out with Matt02, PandaZack, and TigerAriel. Anyhow I placed this link here because I love this show. I wonder if I can watch small clips from it online.
posted on: Samstag 17. Juli 2004 [15.31.36]

Etro Anime
I'm listening to their song called "Endless" and it's such a great song. I will have to find out where I can get this song so that I can listen to it in the safety of my dorm. I mean these days, you gotta watch out for those girls name Wyn who will not only murder Elizabeth, but this is in the same room that you now sleep. I mean, you gotta watch out these days.
posted on: Samstag 17. Juli 2004 [14.48.04]

Episode Guide - BuffyGuide.com
I have the Tara "Under Your Spell" song in my head now. I love this show. It's hilarious. What more can I say?
posted on: Montag 12. Juli 2004 [16.06.44]

Buy cds online @ smokecds.com music cd store
I stumbled upon this page through this web page (http://punychicken.pitas.com/) and I've been listening to tons and tons of sample tracks. All are presented in high quality MP3's. It's been a blast. I've gone through all of the songs I listened to when I was young. I've been listening to about two hours worth of sample tracks and most of them are 45 seconds...a few are a minute in length and one of them is a minute and 45 seconds. It's lovely. I can now have a good day. As this one lady in "Paid in Full" says, "...Oh my gosh. The music just turns me on..."
posted on: Sonntag 11. Juli 2004 [17.19.50]

AlterNet: Home
So there goes the day. I've spent most of it awake. I went to my room around 6:30 or so and I took a nap. I wasn't able to get much rest, so at 8:20 or so, I left to the computer lab and stayed there for a good duration of the morning. Then I went back to my room, but I couldn't go there (for reasons I should not discuss). This was around 1:20 or so. I ran into a friend of mine and we walked to this burrito place nearby campus. Then we walked to Wal-Mart. It was a good afternoon...an odd day. I can't go to my room...so I'll stay here in the library for the remainder of the day. I'm a little tired. A little full from the food I ate. Little in my mind and a lot to do ahead of me.
posted on: Sonntag 11. Juli 2004 [15.45.01]

Smullyan
Here is a cool page that discusses the life and works of Raymon M. Smullyan. I love math and from what I've seen of this person, this guy is a genius. I mean this is my first reaction to finding out about such a remarkable guy. What would you do if you found out about such a great genius?
posted on: Mittwoch 07. Juli 2004 [00.27.14]

NFTA - Niagara Frontier Transportation Authority
Assuming things are correct, I should be in Amherst, New York in about a week. I'm really excited about it. I'm meeting Wil in his office and from there, we will call Mat and all the details will be layed before us. Crackers and jelly jam should be served at this joyous festival. I'm a bit tired now, and it seems to be a bit unfair. I have all of this energy inside of me and yet, I am a bit tired. Pleasantly tired. I feel as though a new chapter is about to open and it's about time. I'm feeling the grooves of this new Tori Amos tune called "Apollo's Frock." It's on a new DVD/CD that she has just released called Welcome to Sunny Florida. Anyhow, where was I? I was about to leave. But first, I need to look up information about Alice in Puzzleland (written by Raymond M. Smullyan). I've started reading his other book called The Tao is Silent. It's beautifully written.
posted on: Mittwoch 07. Juli 2004 [00.18.46]

Poundland
The waltz of my summer's breeze sings Zero 7 in the song "Somersault and in the video, there's this guy who has a plastic bag and the name of this link is on it. So I had to go and check it out. I love this song. It's so great and wonderful.
posted on: Samstag 03. Juli 2004 [16.07.55]

Bathroom Mania
Into the air it's running. Seriously folks, you have to check out these bathroom designs. I personally like the beach-cabin shower. Also the handy helper is very...well handy. I crack myself up sometimes. Seriously I was serious about what I just said.
posted on: Samstag 03. Juli 2004 [14.36.59]

Core JavaScript Guide 1.5:
My dearest morning has arrived and I'm so tired. I don't want to waste time telling you how much I loved the weather or if there really is sunshine in the Batcave. What I can tell you is that it's not what it looks like and if it does, then you may need to take one more shot of whiskey.
posted on: Donnerstag 01. Juli 2004 [10.20.29]

HTML Codes - Table of ascii characters and symbols
I have this site here so that I can find all of those codes for the symbols that do not exist on the regular keyboard. If I'm going to type in German, I'll need this page. If I use the combination of the "ctrl" button the numbers, who knows what symbol will pop up, but with the reassurance I have with this chart, nothing will ever go wrong. You should believe what I have to say and stop thinking that I am not going to make it. I have my peanut butter dammit.
posted on: Samstag 26. Juni 2004 [15.47.00]

Nadsat Dictionary
It's not Friday yet, we still have a few more days until then. So anyhow, I'm going to get well from this feverish cold. I don't know what I will eat tonight. I think I will have some vegetable soup. I might have some sort of zest noodle stuff instead. I really am not sure. Maybe I will be able to sell some of my older DVD's at a video store in order to get money. That will suck, but I need to money.
posted on: Mittwoch 23. Juni 2004 [16.18.07]

PETER BEARD_E_02
I have yet another link from Kirstin. I'll have to go and check this one out at another time as well. I have so much to do. No speaker boxxing is allowed this afternoon.
posted on: Sonntag 20. Juni 2004 [15.31.23]

Biblio
Here is a link that Kirstin sent me. I will place it here and leave it as a link. I will have to check out this page when I get a chance. I want to redo this page. I think the June design of the page is not one of my best designs.
posted on: Sonntag 11. Juni 2004 [15.27.11]

Project Mayhem's Dreambook
Your Homework Assignment:: Go to your local video store. Take sevel porno films and several childrens films. Place the porn films in all the children film boxes, and all the children films in all the porno boxes. Oh my gosh...that's a riot...Turn to this page for more homework assignments.
posted on: Mittwoch 16. Juni 2004 [17.31.46]

photogeek.org: ready for a fresh start
Hello...I'm depressed...actually I've been depressed for the past few days and this is why I'm always tired and want to sleep. For some reason, sleep allows me to leave this world and live in some imagination. I was watching an episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and it was where Buffy is in some kind of institution and she's living in some kind of imaginary world. Could this all be an illusion like in the Matrix?
posted on: Montag 14. Juni 1004 [01.46.59]

Stereolab
I'm engaged in a very long game of MahJong Solitaire. It's insightful and I'm listening to "Vonal Declosion" which is the first track off of the new Stereolab album titled Margerine Eclipse. It sounds really cool. I just love the cool vibes of bands like Stereolab, Belle & Sebastian, and Zero 7.
posted on: Samstag 12. Juni 2004 [15.43.11]

Auf Der Maur
When I first heard this song "Followed the Waves", I heard the last minute of it and I seriously thought it was Courtney Love. I went to her page and found out that I was wrong. I heard it on the radio again and this time the DJ guy announced who was playing the song and I thought, "well that makes some sense since she was in the same band as Courtney Love." I love this song. I want to hear more from this new album. It's cool that both girls of Hole have released solo albums this year. It was just ten years ago that Hole become really big (following Kurt's death). Will we see a reunion of Hole? I'm going shuffle his deck clean.
posted on: Donnerstag 10. Juni 2004 [01.07.41]

I Drew This.
I'm listening to a live version of "Joy the Mechanical Boy" from Self. Sometimes live versions of songs are not as good as the actual recording. It depends on how it was recorded and all of that jazz. Say, aren't you going to check out this site?
posted on: Donnerstag 10. Juni 2004 [00.47.35]

accidental. screw planning.
I love the panaramic shots used on this page. I'm going to have to start doing that. I have my very own digital camera and I have access to photoshop. It shouldn't be too dificult. Oh...and I'm learning javascript. Isn't that neat or what? What awaits me next? Who knows? Helen is help me with PHP. That will be lovely...actually I think that should be the next step as I will learn about forms with javascript. So then I can take that to the new level. I can't wait. I'm excited. It's too bad that I don't have my own computer, but Ron Weasley's mother says it best when she says, "We'll manage."
posted on: Mittwoch 09. Juni 2004 [01.44.45]

Learning JavaScript
We need to talk...well Chad and I should. I feel as though I'm getting the old heave ho...then again, the both of us are very busy induviduals. I'm trying not to put too much though into it though (it is hard because I'm a very introspective person). Well if this doesn't work out (which I'm hoping that it does), then I will just have to fill my life with busy stuff so that I can get over it all and then move on. I'll never let myself fall for someone again. Well for now at least.
posted on: Mittwoch 09. Juni 2004 [00.21.41]

sputnik
This site is so cool. It's a place where you can watch music videos. I will have to place this onto my webpage. I signed up for service just a few moments ago and I'm listening/watching Angie Stone's "Wish I Didn't Miss You." I love this song and the remix of this song is "just off the hook" as they say it.
posted on: Donnerstag 03. Juni 2004 [16.13.33]

All Your Base Are Belong To Us
So this saying has had a HUGE impact on most of the nerds of this world. This saying is the bond that connects us all and yes I am a nerd and yes I am aware of this. I am enlighted. I am the all singing all dancing crap of this world and therefore I am pleased to call myself a nerd. Some people may look at me and think, "why degrade yourself?" So I look at a lot of the black people who refer to themselves as nigga and I ask, "why degrade yourself like that?"
posted on: Mittwoch 02. Juni 2004 [23.12.34]

Daft Punk: Around the World
This site has a lot of videos directed by Michel Gondrey. This director has a great vision and I am proud to be a future filmmaking knowing that great people like him, Sofia, Alfred, and David (both Fincher and Lynch) have come before me. Hopefully I won't succumb to the tiredness brought on by mainstream America.
posted on: Mittwoch 02. Juni 2004 [14.10.55]

Konqueror Homepage
I don't have my new design as of now...so I'm going to use this as my online journal entry for today. It's deviously hidden. No one would think to look here. Anyhow, I feel as though there are forces who wish to put me down. With sayings like, "Your side is alternative...my side is popular." I let things get to me easily. It's mainly because I stress out over things because I have no one on which to depend. I have to make sure everything is going well or I have to face the consequences. That's a really tough thing to do. I have to think of the good things though. When I was living with my so-called mother, I made sure that I got all of the paper work done to get into college. I did have to have her signatures on things...it just sucks because I don't know what it's like to have someone to care about me deeply. Am I wrong to say this? Perhaps I am. It doesn't matter, soon I will be gone from Murfreesboro and I will be much happier.
posted on: Dienstag 01. Juni 2004 [22.13.50]

MandrakeSoft home
I'm using a browser I just found out about today. It's on the Mandrake flavor of Linux. So it's really neat looking. I want to learn as much as web design as possible so that my pages look well in other platforms aside from the Microsoft Internet Explorer. I'll miss all of the color scrollbars, but you have to do what you need to do.
posted on: Dienstag 01. Juni 2004 [22.08.59]

80s Tees; T Shirt: T-Shirts, Tees, T-Shirt, Sweatshirts, Hats, Caps, Shirts, Tee Shirts, Tshirts
Take me back into the decade of the 80's where placing a cloth over a table and pretending it was a clubhouse was all the norm. I should make a story in which a bunch of kids do that. Now let's see, what would I call it? And best of all, what would be the plot?
posted on: Dienstag 01. Juni 2004 [12.27.24]

:: invigor8 ::
This sounds like the best energy drink. I must...I must...I must find out where I can buy this drink. I wonder if the Wild Oats in Nashville has them.
posted on: Dienstag 01. Juni 2004 [12.05.57]

Cibo Matto
"Food is something you can't escape," explains Yuka Honda. "It's there every day." So it makes me mad that I can't watch the video for "Sugar Water" because this computer won't let me play a quicktime file...yet this computer is supposed to be all high tech and advanced (it's not stupid...it's advanced). Anyhow, I'm going home to slay some stupid people and perhaps bring some doom upon this doomed town of Doomsville.
posted on: Sonntag 30. Mai 2004 [23.07.15]

Apple - Shake
I'm listening to Ginuine's "What's So Different" and someone I'm chatting with told me about this site. A guy by the chat name of fleshandbone. I wish I had my own computer. It would be so convenient.
posted on: Sonntag 30. Mai 204 [21.21.47]

Eskobar Online -- Someone New (Featuring Heather Nova)
I love this song. It's "Someone New" by Eskobar featuring Heather Nova. Isn't it a great song? You must indulge in its wonderous sound.
posted on: Samstag 29. Mai 2004 [18.13.31]

Paper Campaign: home
I think someone yelled out, "it's pee-ing on itself?" So I had to snicker just a bit, but not too much. My allergies are not acting up today. So that's a good thing. I need to go to Walgreens to pick up some medication. I might have to walk there instead of riding my bike. I wanted to ride my bike badly. It's raining outside though. I never could quite understand something. Everytime I add a link to this page, I tend to write it as if I'm writing a journal blog, but when I write in my actual online journal (via blogger), I stumble like a horse who just saw a rabbit with a bat. It's just odd don't you think?
posted on: Samstag 29. Mai 2004 [17.34.48]

Snow Patrol Official Website
Hello...watches can be so confusing sometimes...not really confusing, because they clearly mark the instructions on the sheet of paper with which the watch is packaged. It just doesn't make any sense. Can't there be one button one needs to press in order to hear the hourly chime? My thoughts exactly.
posted on: Montag 24. Mai 2004 [14.59.59]

Hello : Introducing BloggerBot
Hello...now you can publish pictures in a blog form. Isn't it just cool or what? Anyhow, I need to get going. I really wish I had my own computer. I could sit at home surfing the net working on things. And things would be so much more wonderful. Anyhow, I need to go home and sulk. I'm not having a good day. At least Toad the Wet Sprocket's "Walk on the Ocean" is making me feel somewhat better.
posted on: Samstag 22. Mai 2004 [17.29.51]

Scrabble, Worldwide Scrabble, Play Scrabble online, online Scrabble, email scrabble, e-mail scrabble, Correspondence Scr
I remember when this one guy and I would send each other snail mail and he wanted us to play chess over mail. It's a fun idea and now we have this concept taken to the email turf. Someone in Impersonal.com made me aware of this web site. So I will look into this when I have some free time. I love this song that i'm listening to at this moment. It's "Across the Night" from those guys in Silverchair. I love the horns and the singing of the lead singer (his name is Daniel...is it?).
posted on: Freitag 21. Mai 2004 [03.04.19]

Racqetball Stuff
Good afternoon everyone, I am in a good mood (despite being snubbed by some guy who said he would call me so that he and I could go and eat at the Red Rose). I might have a date tonight with a guy name Cruz. He's black and Puerto Rican. We shall see if he's around when I call him. We shall see. Oh and I'm listening to "Two Way Monologue" by Sondre Lerche. It's such a great and awesome song. You should all dance and sing to it.
posted on: Dienstag 18. Mai 2004 [12.40.53]

GameProgrammer.org
This guy sent me a Yahoo Instance Message about this web site. He asked, "Hi ,are you intrested in Gamin or Game programming?" Then he says, "checkout our webSite: http://www.GameProgrammer.org." Isn't this just GREAT!?
posted on: Montag 17. Mai 2004 [21.46.24]

FranzFerdinand.tv - Franz Ferdinand's U.S. Website
I love this cool song called "Take Me Out" from this group. I'm really loving the fact that 2004 has some really kick ass songs by some really kick ass groups. I first heard "Light the Path" from the Capsules and "Two Way Monologue" from Sondre Lerche. I looked up the Capsules on yahoo, but I could not find a single thing about them. Also there's Modest Mouse, Yeah Yeah Yeahs and there's this one song called "Five Minutes to Rock" but I don't know who sings it. So if you know, please tell me. I would most appreciate it.
posted on: Montag 17. Mai 2004 [18.28.55]

Sondre Lerche -official website-
This song of his "Two Way Monologue" sounds very retro and so cool. I love it. It makes me want to paint my room an odd shade of yellow and blotch orange dots at random places and then slab on a big blue square in the midst of it all.
posted on: Montag 17. Mai 2004 [18.23.46]

In These Times
Here's a nifty little page if I ain't ever seen one. Hehehehe. I got it from Ariel's page. It seems like a nice to check out and keep up with current news. I love this song called "Bad Day" by R.E.M. cause it says, "it's ok...I've had a bad day as well and I don't feel like being seen by anyone else. Let me rest for a moment. Tomorrow I will feel fine." I really had this conversation with myself just now. Seriously!
posted on: Freitag 14. Mai 2004 [16.10.52]

A List Apart
So I'm going to be going to this page more often as this is a magazine for people who make websites. Also Blogger has a new refrshing look. Anyhow, the song of the moment is Duran Duran "Out of My Mind" from the Saint motion picture soundtrack.
posted on: Dienstag 11. Mai 2004 [16.49.47]

ProBoards.com - Free Remotely Hosted Message Boards!
Anyhow, my stomach is all bludgered up today. I think it may be because I am somewhat hungry. As if a bowl of french toast flavored oatmeal would hold me. What was I thinking? I really wish I had my own computer. It would be so convenient. I could teach myself so much because I could use the computer anytime instead of having to always walk over to the computer lab. Anyhow, that is all for now. I have so much to do.
posted on: Freitag 07. Mai 2004 [15.00.26]

Cascading Style Sheets, level 01
I'm trying to stay calm as I work on the web page for the Rutherford County Domestic Violence Court. I'm listening to "What a Fool Believes" by the Doobie Brothers (they sound a bit like the BeeGees. Anyhow, I have wild allergies today because the air of Tennessee is terrible. I'll continue to smile and go about my day.
posted on: Mittwoch 05. Mai 2004 [16.57.41]

pixy.cz
I am so sleepy. I mean why the hell do I even try to reach out to people to meet them to only have them totally reject me. It really pisses me off. What? Am I not cool enough to be seen in public with the person? I know that I'm odd and ecentric (I don't want to be like everyone else). Today, someone asked me why I was wearing a...you know what? JUST FUCK IT! Never am I ever going out of my way fucking way to try to talk to someone.
posted on: Mittwoch 21. April 2004 [02.53.22]

Jesusfreakhideout.com: Christian Music Video Clips
I had to place this link here because it has links to this cool video that I was in. It was filmed at my high school in mid-October of 1994. I'm in the crowd, but you can point me out in the crowd as I ask myself, "what was I wearing?" Also there's the song "Between You and Me" by DC Talk and when I listen to it, I think of all of the good things about the whole situation with BookstoreDaniel and I. At least then, I knew I was alive. It's really odd to think about that time period. This was in late 1996. I had this humungous crush on a guy (whom I call BookstoreDaniel). Only he was dating another guy. To make matters worse, it was he who said to me, "If I wasn't dating (him), I would be dating you." Even the good guys are really terrible people in disguise.
posted on: Montag 19. April 2004 [19.57.49]

AT&T Labs Interactive TTS Demo
So anyhow....I got this site from someone else's site and so I'm linking it here. I wonder just how many sites have this linked and then perhaps one day they will link me and then it will be like this one big web and all countries will be unified and we will all love one another. Damn it, none of this goody too shoes shit is making me feel better. Someone hand me a sledge hammer so that I can start smashing stuff.
posted on: Samstag 03. April 2004 [23.48.15]

Helping Yourself to a Good Night's Sleep
So I have to be awake later this evening and work at the front desk of Smith. As soon as I leave this college and go back to the status of "don't really do much," I'm going to start working on trying to get my life together because doing that and trying to stay on top of things is really bothersome. It makes me an unhappy person at times and I don't like it. Damn, I'm pissed off for no reason!
posted on: Samstag 03. April 2004 [23.02.53]

Daylight Saving Time Daylight Saving Time, Its History and Why We Use It
This weekend is the annual Spring Forward thing and I will be bringing you all of the needed updates at the 2am/3am spot. So toon in...I will talk more laterz..

Sincerely,Timmy (I write this as if it was a letter).
posted on: Freitag 02. April 2004 [16.04.40]

Chess Anytime
So you're at your office and you think, "Dammit...I want to play chess, but none of these assholes are even smart enough to know what a bishop is." What do you do? Log on to Chess Anytime and you can spend hours upon hours playing chess with anyone in the entire world. It will sure be better than hanging out with those assholes you constantly complain about.
posted on: Donnerstag 01. April 2004 [13.53.51]

Zero 7 "In the Waiting Line"
I wanted to listen to this song so very bad. Oh well. I'll listen to something else then. I really don't like how these computers don't have flash on them. It really bothers me to no end.
posted on: Dienstag 30. März 2004 [23.56.49]

background images
Which begs to question why I haven't been using this site in a long time. So anyhow, I wanted to place this link here as a (um) liberation of my self-controled environment in which I must always (a)speak only when spoken to, (b)follow all of the rules given to me by my dictator, and (c)wash my hands every single time I turn the page in a new comic book. Now should I be pissed off by all of these demands? Should I risk the chance at being a future American Idol by having my tonsils taken out? I have no idea, but these fine concerns and more shall be answered by listening to my plan of world domination of the planet Zinega.
posted on: Sonntag 28. März 2004 [21.01.03]

Nashville Downtown Street Improvements
Hm...so I need to check this site out later today. About as much as I need a hole in my head (just kidding). I believe that I will go to the bookstore and buy some Reeces' Peanut Butter Cups. I'm hungry, but the Bank of America ATM is not downstairs as usual. It kind of makes you think.
posted on: Montag 15. März 2003 [12.28.50]

someone's Scream page
Some things never change and some things always stay the same and when you think about why things have to be the same versus the need for change, your tiny head only explodes into even smaller pieces and then you realize that it all doesn't have to make sense, but you try to do that anyhow and somehow the message becomes quite clear that you're not the same person who once had the same notion about the evolution of things and how everything seems to be the same despite the tired efforts to reamin the same.
posted on: Mittwoch 10. März 2004 [12.13.56]

illegal-art.org :: a project of Stay Free!
This is going to go something like this: So everyone, please give your attention to the news. Well fuck it, I don't feel like typing something in here. Have a nice day fuck face! (I'm so loud today that it makes my stomach hurt.)
posted on: Freitag 05. März 2004 [11.45.26]

Broom-Hilda
I just got my friend Michael hooked on homestarrunner.com and now he's going to get me hooked onto this site. I think it's a fare trade, don't you think?
posted on: Dienstag 02. März 2004 [01.14.31]

Family Guy
I'm tired now. I should have not stayed up all night long, but that's the life of a college person. It may seem all chic and hip, but it's not. Well it has its perks. So what do you do when you stay up all night long? Watch Family Guy episodes!!!
posted on: Freitag 27. Februar 2004 [12.07.37]

mioplanet - Pixel Ruler
Hello...I'm listening to Weezer's "Island in the Sun" and I'm in a good mood as I send email out to people and work on web stuff. I would so benefit from having my very own computer. I probably would only leave my room to wash myself with soap on a stick. Who knows? Anyhow, I want to save this link to this cool pixel ruler. What the hell would it be used for, hell if I know.
posted on: Donnerstag 26. Februar 2004 [16.44.57]

http://www.uniqueprojects.com/projects/photoarchive.htm
Some people think it's amazing that you someone can come up with a topic without even thinking about it. You let your hands guide you along the path and these ideas burst from within and you realize that for once in your entire glum life, you've made a connection. It really sooths my soul to the core.
posted on: Freitag 20. Februar 2004 [11.58.21]

toothpaste for dinner drawing archives: autumn 2002
If I just breathe, everything will be ok. In the meantime, I can look at these great illustrations as inspirations for a future web design. I will use illustrations that I did in late summer/early autumn of 2001. It will be a hoot!
posted on: Donnerstag 19. February 2004 [19.20.45]

http://home.hiwaay.net/~singer/Pager.gif
This is a link to this cartoon picture that I think looks so adorable. It may be here on Wednesday, but it could be gone. Either way, you should know that I will always miss you under the Tahitian moon.
posted on: Freitag 13. February 2004 [15.42.44]

MSN Entertainment - Music: Diana Ross & the Supremes
I'm loving the Supremes because they have this cool vibe about them and eventhough it does suck that there are not many artists like them, it only makes them even the more better and this really cute guy just left the office because he was looking for Student Publications or something like that.
posted on: Freitag 13. Februar 2004 [11.29.41]

Photoshop Tips
I'm chatting with this guy (codename: edwardiiNYC). I just sneezed out loud and it was very funny. My left eye is twitching now. I should feel bad about not working out tonight. I will work out again soon. Anyhow, have a wonderful evening you all and do be sure to check out this link.
posted on: Freitag 06. Februar 2004 [01.27.28]

The Meatrix
I'm listening to the new Air song called "Cherry Blossom Girl" and it's a lovely song. You should listen to it because it's so calm and relaxing and for some odd reason, I can't help but think of the movie Virgin Suicide. I wonder if it's because this same band did the soundtrack. Enjoy the music and enter the meatrix.
posted on: Freitag 30. Januar 2004 [14.26.51]

Web Tools - Triad Color Harmony
Good evening, I am working on the web page for Joel's show that he has on Monday afternoons from noon until 2pm. It also features the talents of both Ben Cooley and Berton Brown. So watch out for the web page coming to a theatre near you. I love web design and this page helps me to pick out the right colors to give that page the extra pizzaz that it needs. Oh did you guys know that it's supposed to snow tonight. Like hell it is.
posted on: Montag 26. Januar 2004 [19.51.53]

The National Board of Review of Motion Pictures
"...For over 95 years, the National Board of Review, with no commercial ties to the motion-picture industry, has dedicated its efforts to the support of film, domestic and foreign, as both art and entertainment. Our nonprofit organization celebrates the distinctive voice of the individual artist, honoring excellence and supporting freedom of expression in film. The Board's core activities include presentation of educational film programs, as well as the award of scholarships and grants to promising film students and directors..."
posted on: Freitag 23. January 2004 [12.17.04]

Urban Legends Reference Page
So here is this cool site that I am plugging onto here because Michael told me about it. Apparently, one who has not been to this site will get lots of joy from going to this site, but if you have already been, then you've probably heard it all before. I mean did you hear the one about the girl who wakes up to see a bloody message that read, "Aren't you glad that you didn't turn on the lights?" I suppose it could happen.
posted on: Mittwoch 21. January 2004 [02.22.32]

the ageless project: born in the 1970's
Oh my gosh...I googled my name and this was one of the pages that popped up...so I have to link it here. Also I need to contact them and give them the new name of the site they have listed. It's so ravishlingly mad!
posted on: 15. Januar 2004 Donnerstag [00.36.48]

Learning Composer
I'm taking Introduction to Digital Compositing, so I need this link here so that I can get to it with absolute ease. So it's kind of cool don't you think? I'm talking about my new design that I finally have online. Damn straight that it's done.
posted on: 13. Januar 2004 Dienstag [17.05.00]

NewEgg.com - - Online Computer Parts, Peripherals, Components, and Accessories
Ok...this is going to be first link to my newly redesigned page, eventhough at this moment, it's not renovated. Look for it to be renovated by the end of the week (am I the only person to think of an upgrade as a renovation project? I must be watching too much While You Were Trading Spaces). Anyhow, someone I know gave me this link to check out. I can buy computer parts to ultimately build a computer. Perhaps I can get my friend Brad to build it for me and actually watch him put the parts together. I will have to add that to my wish list of 2004.
posted on: 11. Januar 2004 Sonntag [22.50.55]